I watched the people pass me by, like I was a nobody, a
nothing at all, for a long time. I watched as a woman drank a long pull from a
cola can then threw it behind her like it was worthless. I wanted to scream
“PICK THAT UP! THIS IS THE ONLY EARTH WE HAVE!” But I knew no-one would care,
so I picked it up and threw it in my bag and walked on. This is what I do, by
the way. I pick up peoples trash.
I follow some people
like a hawk, like people who have kids, picnic baskets. Anything that could
mean trash, I once followed this woman with a two year old who kept throwing
orange peels at me. Ones that had rotted and were being taken to the dump. Yeah I kind of hate my job, but I know no one
else will take It so I guess I just pretend I’m like a super hero, picking up
garbage, stabbing paper, sweeping dirt. EVERY-DAY. I guess it’s ok I mean I’m
in the most beautiful city in the world. Paris. People here are pretty good at
keeping the city clean but some days, I just want to scream.
It was a beautiful Sunday morning as I swept the streets
beneath the Eiffel tower, just barely lit up by the sun rising on the horizons.
I swept the last of the dirt and grass off of the pavement just as my watch
showed six. I sat down on the side of the road and pulled an orange from beneath
my coat. I huddled against the morning wind that had started to blow, wishing I
had a nice cup of tea, I slowly peeled the orange and slowly split it in half,
carefully wrapping one half up in my handkerchief stowing it in my jacket for
dinner. Oh and I forgot to mention, I’m homeless.
It is hard being invisible, I know. Once when I had been
homeless for about six months, I asked a woman if she wanted help with her
groceries, she asked the man next to me if he would help her. I actually felt
as though she had punched me in the chest. I know I look strange in my ragged
trench coat, thread bear jeans and limp black t-shirt, but I’m still human! I
know they think I’ll rob them or steal their wallet, but I’m not like that! I
wished I hadn’t brought that up, now I feel resentment to that woman. Maybe
that man next to me was her husband or son. I don’t know. Anyway returning to
reality upon hearing approaching
footsteps I quickly got up from the curb and picked up my broom, ad resumed
sweeping my beloved street. Of course it would be nice if a lady would talk to
me. I’d tip my hat and she would smile.
Of course I would need a hat to do such a thing.. ah well. As I sweep the last of the dirt onto
a pile, I spot a white piece of paper stinking out among the dust and grime. I
slowly pick It up and read it carefully, it seems to be a business card. It
reads “ Belle Carter. Occupation, Writer. Number, 087-992-9237. Call if you
have a story to tell the world”
And there you have it Belle, that is why I am here, to tell
my story to the world.
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